Date of Award

Spring 5-7-2025

Author's School

Sam Fox School of Design & Visual Arts

Author's Department

Graduate School of Art

Degree Name

Master of Fine Arts (MFA) in Visual Art

Degree Type

Thesis

Abstract

This thesis investigates the intersections of performance, memory, race, and erasure through the lens of feminist, decolonial, and diasporic practice. Centering the body as both archive and site of resistance, I explore how performance intervenes in dominant historical narratives by foregrounding voices and experiences that have been silenced, displaced, or deemed unarchivable. Drawing from personal experience as a South Asian Muslim woman navigating academia in the U.S., my work examines how structures suppress grief, dissent, and political witnessing—particularly when the lives in question are racialized, feminized, or marginalized.

Through installations, photographs, and time-based performances such as Aam Pata Jora Jora, What Is the Cost of Life? The Brown Pilgrim, Who Cleans After a Genocide? and Present: 0, I challenge the permanence of archives and monuments, proposing performance as a radical, embodied alternative for remembering. Each work addresses systemic violence—from colonial gender scripts and racialized policing to global genocidal silence—inviting the audience to confront their own roles as bystanders, beneficiaries, or implicated subjects. By referencing theorists such as Sara Ahmed, Gayatri Spivak, Michael Rothberg, Rebecca Schneider, I frame my practice within a critical discourse that interrogates institutional complicity and the politics of visibility.

Ultimately, this thesis proposes performance as a fugitive space where erased histories and buried voices are momentarily resurrected, where mourning itself becomes a radical act, and where survival is reframed as resistance.

Language

English

Program Chair

Tiffany Calvert

Thesis Text Advisor

Heather Bennett

Thesis Text Advisor

Monika Weiss

Faculty Mentor

Heather Bennett

Committee Member

Patricia Olynyk

Committee Member

Joe DeVera

Committee Member

Monika Weiss

Artist's Statement

My work exists at the intersection of grief, memory, resistance, and survival—anchored in my identity as a South Asian Muslim woman navigating diasporic displacement, institutional power, and historical erasure. I center the body as both an archive and a site of resistance, using performance to challenge the rigid structures of dominant histories and institutional forgetfulness. Through embodied acts and installations, I interrogate what it means to mourn in public, to carry memory across borders, and to speak the unspeakable.

Performance, for me, is an act of rupture. It disrupts the patriarchal logic of permanence enshrined in monuments and archives, offering instead a fugitive, living space where voices silenced by race, gender, and geography can re-emerge. In works like Aam Pata Jora Jora, What Is the Cost of Life? and Present: 0, I explore the tensions between visibility and surveillance, memory and absence, personal trauma and collective grief. These pieces draw upon feminist and decolonial frameworks, engaging theorists like Sara Ahmed, Gayatri Spivak, and Rebecca Schneider, while grounding theory in lived experience.

My performances do not seek resolution; they are acts of survival and remembrance. They ask: who gets to be mourned? Whose memory is worth archiving? How do we carry the weight of justice when systems demand silence? In confronting these questions, I offer my own body—as witness, mourner, and provocateur—engaging the audience not as spectators, but as implicated subjects.

Ultimately, my practice reclaims the ephemeral as essential. It insists that performance can breathe life into erased histories, that to remember is to resist, and that even in grief, we can find a radical path toward liberation.

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